Yatra with Mohanji

I have a desire to be able to go with Mohanji and the family on pilgrimage to Mount  Kailash. This time it seems not possible in a physical matter, but my mind and heart are with you. The connection is what is most important, I realise that every day; in His presence is a pilgrimage. It turned out to be a poem.

Yatra with Mohanji
(on the Road to Kailash and everywhere else)

It is just a feeling
Is it your grace again?
That is guiding me from within
And is calling me to walk with you

Still the road hidden, and my vision a bit dim
But the Path that we follow is Bright
Be aware, Just a single step can change the course of a life
But by grace Your footprints glow in the night

So walk in peace and walk in Grace
Surrender yourself to the One
Who is going nowhere but stays in a place
Of Stillness Beyond the Beyond

Now it does not matter where I’m going
Does not matter what I’m going through
All the People’s faces
all events and places
even what I thought to be me
turns out to be only YOU

 

Written by Ulla Bernholdt
on 3rd July 2019

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Grant Me Your Grace

I’m only human caught in this trap of my mind

Mohanji Guru

Help me believe in what I could be

And all that I am my Guru

Is a soul seeking Your love

Show me the way back home

Show me a way into the silence

For that is all I wanna be

Master grant me Your grace

Beloved master for my sake, teach me Your ways

To become like You

And follow Your example

One step at a time

Beloved master

That’s all I’m asking from You.

Just give me the strength

Papa Mohanji

To do every day what I have to do.

Yesterday is gone

But today is my hope

And tomorrow may never be mine.

Lord help me today, show me Your way

Beloved master

One step at a time I will take

Do You remember, master when You spoke to me

You told me You know my heart

Sometimes I am in pain master

But Your words have graced me

What can I say

Thank You my dear Mohanji

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Written by Bavani Anop

on 5th January 2018

The Urge of the Soul

Oh beloved master
I knock at Your beloved heart again
listening to your satsangs 
brings out the best in me

Your profound truth marries
my very existence
Your message plays
the music of love
the soul becomes the dancer
lost in the symphony of this divine delight

of pure bliss
the soul opens like
a thousand-petal lotus
giving of His perfumes
just to see Your face
help me rise above

The mind’s limitations
emotions that imprison
my freedom
merge me into the oneness of Your love

Guru you have lifted
my thoughts into freedom
the seed of longing
has been planted firmly
into the beloveds heart

 

Written by Bavani Anop

on 10th January 2018

My Heart in the Guru’s Love

Oh beloved Mohanji
Your kind and gentle voice
Whispers softly into my ears
Reminding me of who I am

Your love has infused
My cells with grace
My heart is burning intensely
I am saturated with bliss
The soul has been nurtured
By Your never ending love

Every breath is in Your name
Every utterance is in Your will
Your teachings are the rarest
Jewels in this world

Your presence brings
Happiness in this world
Satisfaction to the heart
You gave me hope through
My depressed state of mind
You have conquered the mind
Only to teach us Your inner wealth
Jai Mohanji

 

Written by Bavani Anop

on 9th January 2018

 

Mohanji, the Formless One

I pray that You guide me
Against the storms of life
I pray that You make me like You
Through the journey of life

Help me dissolve all my expectations
Let my ego die in the quick sand of life
Nothing should be the obstacle of separation
Rise me above all the limitations of the mind

Help me to never stop writing to You
Failure will come to play a part of my life
But let the divine awareness take place
In my heart

I will rise like the setting sun
And be like the Moon hidden
Behind the dark clouds
I will find my way above the clouds
Only to whisper You name in delight

Beautiful form, oh beloved master
Oh formless one
I’m waiting for thee
Allow my rebirth into freedom

Bathe me into bliss
Strengthen my faith
So, so that devotion
Does not waver
Oh beloved master
I am in eternal delight

 

Written by Bavani Anop

on 9th January 2018

Mohanji, I Can’t Imagine My Life without You

I cannot imagine my life without You
I just wanna be with You
I just wanna be with You
Papa Mohanji
Can you hear me my Lord

Oh my dear Lord
Let the heavens hear me above
I cry out to you Lord
Just listen to my pain
I am lost without You my Lord

I am drifting away with this storm
Come and rescue me my Lord
I am nothing without You
In this crisis the pain
Hurts so much that darkness creeps

Within my mind
Help me keep my faith strong
In You forever and forever my Lord
You all I have as Guru
And as my friend

Hear my cry Lord
Hear my cry Lord
I cannot imagine my life without You
I need Your hand father
To take me through this storm

Come and take my hand
Father of grace
And loving compassion
Raise me up
to be more like You

Oh lord hear my cry
Oh lord hear my cry
I cannot imagine my life without you

 

Written by Bavani Anop

on 18th January 2018

 

Mohanji, Make a Way for Me

Tears rolling down my cheeks
Awaiting Your presence
Heavenly Father knows that
Your child awaits thee
I seek shelter in Your infinite grace
My soul craves for Your darshan
Mohanji recuse me from my dilemma

I am empty without Your love
I come with nothing but my true self
I offer all that I have at Your lotus feet
I seek nothing but Your love

My heart is calling out to you
Hear me papa Mohanji
In the midst of my suffering
And turmoil
My heart plays the music
Of love for You

My heart still longs for You
The flame of love burns
ever so brightly for You
Your majestic face
Can never be forgotten
From my mind heart and soul

Your presence is the medicine
For my soul and my troubled life
I long and yearn for this priceless treasure
To behold the glory of your presence
I just want to hug You Father
For that is all I want
Papa Mohanji

 

Written by Bavani Anop

on 22nd January 2018